AWAKE :)

So I am sitting here and it is 3:30 in the morning and I wish more than anything I could sleep. My brain is so wound up that sleep seems impossible. I have SO much to do tomorrow and I think I just keep stressing about it. I know things will go like I want but if you know me at all I wig until things are over. THEN I can relax. I am talking of course about Melanie's 40th B-day bash, Tomorrow is my prep day and I guess I might as well go and get a head start. It's nice at this time of night maggie is curled up next to me dreaming of something far away. She keeps making a sucking sound, it's so cute. Greg is sleeping which is nice to know. He has to many sleepless nights, I worry about him so. And then there is me. The eternal night owl. I used to be before I got married ,  I've tried over the years to go to bed at a normal time but unless I'm sick or drugged I usually struggle to sleep. I guess I should go clean my kitchen or something. I would go hop on the treadmill to wear myself out but then greg would probably think there was an intruder and shoot me or something... so maybe I'll keep myself alive for a few more nights... :)  Well I think I have rambled long enough.